March 24, 2010

  • Ready?

    Ready?

    On Wednesdays I begin thinking about what I'm going to talk about on the weekly Phat Podcast. Sometimes I start making notes in an outline program I use. Sometimes all I get is the basic idea and a title which may or may not be permanent. Today I got the idea but I can't remember the details of a story someone told me recently and I want to get it right. It's important to me not to misrepresent someone whenever possible. Some people change so quickly no matter what you say it misrepresents them because their center of gravity is a flux. Others have fossilized and it's easier. There you have both of the extremes to which we, as human beans, go. Not a pretty picture but the story must be told. Speaking of stories, I was reading, The Anurag Sagar of Kabir. It's a long poem but not long by Eastern standards. Rumi's poem is in three volumes while Kabir's is just one. Part of it is a creation story. Because spiritual adepts aren't interested in making scientific sense of things they often use poetic allegory and license to tell their stories. After all, spiritual things must be spiritually understood. The problem for those of us who have not fully realized our spiritual nature is that we're stuck here in the physical world. It's really a mock world. It may be useful here to remind the reader of the meaning of mock that I'm using. Not authentic or real, but without the intention to deceive. The bit I wish to emphasize is, without the intention to deceive. This can be very difficult for us to grasp in our current state because we live, move and have our being in negative emotions. It makes us suspicious about everything and everyone. It would seem obvious that makes us very closed, contracted, but it does need to be said because we can't see ourselves as we are. In many ways we're like the king in the story of The Emperor's New Clothes. Rather than being naked we're over dressed and equally encumbered with all that we've put on.

    The poet Blake wrote, Eternity is ever in love with the products of Time. Eternity here representing what's real, original, true--that which Time mocks. Because Eternity does love those of us caught in the trap of Time, It has set up a series of invasions in which the true Reality enters into the mock universe and illumines it, awakening those who are ready to grasp the truth and showing them the way out. Anurag Sagar means Ocean of Love. Where Time touches the Ocean of Love it produces the bhav sagar, ocean of the world, the only reality most of us know, the mock world in which we are trapped. Some folks don't feel trapped. They're not ready to grasp the truth. Because we are trapped in time we are stuck with the laws of this mock world. One of those laws is Karma or Cause and Effect. Some will recognize it by the phrase, An eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth. When we live by this law we wallow in negative emotions because we don't see justice in our world. We make long accounts of the wrongs done to us and others and require, an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth. Even people who have accepted the idea of forgiveness and love draw the line somewhere and have a special place where people who keep doing what we don't want them to do will go someday. Some come right out and say they'll be punished for eternity in that place while others lie about it and won't call it punishment. They'll call it justice and say it is out of their hands. Either way it's wallowing in negative emotions, hate and unforgiveness.

    Much of what I do these days is sift. I sift myself to remove the dross. Because I make Podcasts available to anyone in the world I receive email questions from listeners. Because I write here I get questions from people who do not understand what I'm talking about because it doesn't fit into their belief system. Worse, some think they know exactly what I'm talking about because their belief system has a way to pigeonhole everything that doesn't fit into the belief system. This is perhaps the most difficult of all. It's not unusual to find an elderly person so set in their ways they cannot accept anything different. It's also not unusual to find young people equally fossilized, hard, inflexible. This, in my opinion, is even more tragic. We can't understand what is beyond our understanding until we increase our understanding. The problem with us is we want to increase our understanding without changing our beliefs. We've all got certain core beliefs which have become like the One Ring--our precious. When they are challenged we become negative and ultimately violent. This is how religions based on love can behead people, burn people at the stake and persecute them in so many other ways. History is a train of such ethnic cleansings, pogroms, inquisitions, wars and other violent events. We blame the religions when the culprits are the people who fail to be transformed by their contact with the religions. You may have heard, perhaps even said and probably thought in one form or another, God is okay. It's his people I can't stand. Unfortunately there are not many people who are ready to leave what they know for what they don't know. I don't blame them. It can be scary and it can be very difficult. Once we're fossilized, no matter how young or old we may be, the process of becoming flexible enough to change can be extremely painful.

Comments (27)

  • I have a post about meditation. At one point I intended to ask you if you had any additional thoughts to help me with. I can't remember if I actually asked you though!

  • I am in the trenches of I do not know but I am willing to ask. But not for directions. What is that all about?

  • @nidan - 

    You didn't ask me.

  • @queenie - 

    Assuming you really want an answer, which admittedly is a risky assumption, what it's all about is pride and control. If you didn't really want an answer just ignore me and remember I love you.

  • LOL I understand nothing you say James, most of the time! But it makes me think. I find if it makes me angry then I had better check to see what it is in me that is making me angry. That can either be taken as 'cuz it's all about me.', or oh my gosh James just made me think about the horrible rotten no good stuff again!

  • @spinner_mom - 

    At least you keep coming back. There's something to be said for that. Sometimes I understand what I say when I say it but then read it later and don't. None of us seem able to stay in our better states all the time.

  • Boy talk about center of gravity in flux! I always explained it as a wandering mind. God must tire of trying to decipher my prayers.

    I know exactly what you mean set in their ways. A constant struggle for me to move from some of the old things I was taught.

  • I like your notion of people being in flux.  I rather think I'm one of the rigid human beans you speak of.  It takes months if not years to overcome perceived, if not actual, injustices.  Dwelling on things we can't change does keep us locked "in time."  Religion doesn't interest me and spirituality eludes me.  If I were to try to define my world view I guess I'd call myself a human secularist.  I marvel at your insights.  Good day! 

  • I think in many instances I was born petrified...many of the things that I thought as a kid are still how I feel today. Good or bad, those things have not changed much, if at all. I know some of it is because of how I grew up. I determined that I was NOT going to be what my parents were, and I'm not, which I attribute to that steadfast sticking to my ideas. But...some of that hasn't been so great, as it works in reverse too...things I'd love to NOT do are ingrained, and sort of a knee jerk reaction, and it's only when I catch me doing them that I can work at NOT doing it.

    My religious beliefs and experiences are also steadfast, but I am also open to hear and try to understand other's thoughts, beliefs, and practices. I've always looked at the whole idea of 'religions' and or spirituality from the point of faith...in that *I* have my own beliefs, and others have thiers, and NO ONE knows exactly what is going to actually happen till they are gone from here. That is why those things are taken on faith. My faith may be right, or wrong, just as everyone else may be right or wrong. So while others of the Christian persuasion may browbeat 'non believers' and push the things they feel are correct at them, to that exact place of "Jesus protect me from thy followers" I feel it's better to try to live so that others don't need to be verbally assulted by me with what I feel or think. That is the part of my faith that I have stuck with from the start...probably because of my mother's famous line "What will the neighbors think?" My first thought was "Who cares?" (and still is, actually) but that developed rapidly into the idea that if I lived my own life, the neighbors would eventually just think it was me, being me. The progression of that was that if I lived the best example of what I believed that I could, they'd soon see that I am human, and trying. And so far, except for those such as my mother, that has been more than sufficient. And for the rest, no matter how 'good' one can be, it won't ever be enough. So why bother.

  • @BLB - 

    I assure you God has no difficulty deciphering your prayers. He sees your heart and nothing else.

  • @rideuponthewindagain - 

    Yes, I'd noticed that about your psychology. It never bothered me much though because you are much more than your psychology. It's the much more about you that has kept us friends over the years. Thanks.

  • Big Grins!  And I thank you! 

  • Very thoughtful and well constructed blog. A psychiatrist I used to read and follow (Stanislov Graf) used to call unconsciouness life "hamburger stand mentality" and my favorite guru (Ken Keyes Jr.) used to describe the unconsciouness life as being trapped in a search for sensation, security and power.  I am partial to the philosophy of the Tao although it does vary depending on who translates it.

  • @lotsayears - 

    It's been a while since I've heard of Ken Keyes Jr. I came in contact with his teachings in the mid seventies and was quite taken by his gentle approach. I still remember some of the songs I'd learned from him. The lyric that springs to mind is, I take responsibility for the way I feel. I think I will always remember his distinction between preferences and emotions backed demands. Great stuff!

    It is difficult to come across a decent translation of the Tao. Try this one by Ron Hogan: Tao It's not for the faint of heart but it is true to the spirit, in my opinion.

  • @moniet - 

    If you haven't seen the film, The Brothers Bloom, it's worth renting just for the line delivered by Penelope. She says to him something like this: It's like you're constipated in your soul. Like there's a big petrified poop up your soul's ass. If that was too much information please don't blame the film. It was my inability to deliver the line the way she did that spoils it.

    Now, let's get down to your case, shall we? *smile* Yes, I believe some people are born petrified. They bring it with them. Yes, there are pros and cons to it. Some good, some--not so much. Yes again, it does take the form of a knee jerk reaction that can sometimes be stopped if we wake up and catch it. This, of course, is unacceptable because we imagine we're awake all the time--yet, we still do these things that we wish not to do. Paul said something like, The thing I wish to do I do not and the thing I do not wish to do I do. Kind of like, we all know better but act worse. The final yes goes to And for the rest, no matter how 'good' one can be, it won't ever be enough. So why bother. I'd have put a question mark at the end of the last sentence but I thought it was cute the way it was. Passionate. Though I personally try to eschew passion I adore it in others. *smile*

  • Thanks James it is nice to see someone familiar with Ken.  I spent 6 months at his growth center called Cornucopia in St Marys Kentucky.  It changed my life for sure.  I will check out the translation.  I have 12 and my favorite is by Mair.  I have sung those songs many times.

  • I'm rather adaptable, I suppose.  Flexible.  (Though I often bitch about change as it does tend to annoy me sometimes, lol)  I guess I stick to what works for me... if it stops working, for whatever reason, I find something else that works.  If that makes sense relative to what you were saying.  I'm not often good at articulating exactly what I mean. 

  • Im waiting for my guru to come along and help me move some fossilized bs. I put it out there, now waiting.

  • @BeesKneesC - 

    You know what they say. When the pupil is ready the teacher appears.

  • I'll check for the movie. :)

    I may have brought it with me, or it may have been beaten into me at such an age that I just don't remember anything else. Since I can remember back to about age three, I'd hope that I brought it with rather than had what I got at three+ delivered from birth. They (whoever they are) say that one hears and registers things even from the womb...so that may be it....lol.

    I'm still chipping away at the parts that bug me the most though.

  • @moniet - 

    Chipping, sifting, shaving, it's about all we can do once we realize there's something we may be able to do and that there is something to do.

  • Yep, so my eyes and heart are open, waiting....

  • That whole Karma thing scares the heebeegeebees outta me...must be based from that Catholic full of guilt upbringing I was forced to endure...Sassy

  • @Sassenach_org - 

    Ah, yeah, I did that too, but somehow I got the mantra that you should learn. Here it comes: "Screw guilt or else guilt will screw you."

  • lol...I like that I am gonna try it with my mala beads tonight wonder if I'll get a good vibration ringing I think I will :)

  • @Sassenach_org - 

    One never knows what one will get. We can rest assured, if we know how, it will be what we need even if it isn't what we want.

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